Case study E: Declan’s story
Declan, a 37-year-old account executive for a high-profile advertising agency, was referred to his local AOD service after a recent hospital admission. Declan’s job is extremely stressful, with numerous social activities and events, that he has been finding increasingly difficult. He is very fit and attends the gym most days before work.
On assessment, Declan told the AOD worker that he didn’t know if he should be there at all, he didn’t think he had much of a problem, but his recent hospital trip had scared him, and he thought it wouldn’t hurt to see if he needed help. Declan said that his job required him to meet with important clients and also present in client meetings, which he hated. In particular, he hated the attention and having people looking at him when he spoke. After presenting at a meeting with important clients about 18 months ago, Declan was asked a very difficult question and felt his mind go blank. He felt everyone looking at him and started sweating and shaking, had difficulty breathing, with tightness in his chest accompanied by chest pain. He thought he was having a heart attack and collapsed mid-meeting. Declan was taken by ambulance to hospital, where he was told he had experienced a panic attack.
While his colleagues are also his mates, they have also taken to making fun of the incident, often asking before big client meetings whether Declan will make it through, or should they have the ambulance on stand-by. Declan has since been terrified of having another panic attack, and has been feeling increased anxiety at client lunches, meetings, and seminars. One evening, Declan told his boss about his anxiety, but his boss did not seem to understand the severity of Declan’s fear, and replied, ‘yes, I used to feel nervous before presenting as well. Don’t worry, it’ll get easier the more you do it, I’ll put you down to do a few more’. In talking to another close colleague about his anxiety about a year ago, his colleague mentioned that he also sometimes felt nervous before big meetings but felt much better after doing a couple of lines. Since that time, Declan has been using cocaine before client lunches and meetings and found that it increased his confidence and reduced his anxiety.
Declan’s most recent hospital admission followed another incident where he was taken to emergency after collapsing in a client meeting mid-presentation. He expected to be told that he had experienced another panic attack but was shocked when he was told by the doctors that he had experienced a heart attack. His blood tests showed recent amphetamine type substance use.
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